我是一盒芥末巧克力

to thoses who are hurt, still bleeding or not

i really want to say sorry

i know it's too late

but that's what i owe you

 

when words slipped

i really didn't mean to hurt anyone

eventually i realize

that i've hurt myself by hurting you

 

i try to work to forget all but

your happinesses remind me that

only me favored by loneliness who

perturbs my life totally and

what a mess

 

life can be colorful yet

black is favorite

still a little hope? maybe

only if the sunshine pierces this long darkness

发现自己真的很懒哦，都快3个月没管我的空间了，呵呵。时间也好快，还有两个礼拜就是圣诞节了，会是什么颜色的呢？虽然某人比较喜欢黑色，我想这个节日还是白色的比较好啦，呵呵。其实学校一会儿罢课，一会儿关门，整个11月基本就没上课，悠长假期，把人都变懒了，1月下旬就要考试了，希望学校那帮人别再搞BLOCAGE了，不然最后还是校长关学校，大家都没好处，我是浪费不起我的时间和我的学期。不管怎么样，还是一样的期待圣诞节，嘻嘻，不知道为什么，大家不要问我哦。

      不知不觉一学期的课就这么结束了，总算是放假了，可惜只有两个礼拜，还要复习，不过有总比没有好吧。